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Putting Out Fires
Every summer, I enjoy my precious bit of free time by reading a few books merely for enjoyment or my own knowledge. I like reading other people’s stories or losing myself momentarily in a work of fiction. I’m currently reading a book called Little Fires Everywhere. It’s been good so far. I feel as if…
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Letting Go of What Would’ve Been
I love the movie Titanic, even though we know how it ends. I love all of Kate Winslet’s dresses in the film. I really could’ve lived in that day and time, as long as I was wealthy enough to dress like that. There’s an iconic moment in the movie where she lets go of Leonardo…
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When Mosquitoes Attack
I have problems with mosquitoes. I can be the only person in a room that’s bit by one, and I’ll end up with five bites. They swell up like blimps and itch like crazy. Last night, I went out to my backyard to pull weeds around my roses and lilies. (There’s only 2 of…
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Clutter and Chaos
As I write this, my linen closet won’t shut because the blankets and sheets are strewn in the doorway and down the hall. Why? Because my toddler likes to play on the shelves where he climbs up and squeezes himself onto them to play. Yesterday, he dumped oats all over the kitchen floor and distributed…
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Feelings
You feel like you’re on a perpetual roller coaster. You’re fine one minute, angry the next, and crying the moment after that. It certainly doesn’t help that stress contributes to hormonal fluctuations which causes mood swings. Your feelings are all over the place, so what do you do with them? I didn’t struggle with depression…
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For Such a Time as This
I wonder if Esther ever questioned why she was chosen to go to the king’s palace. After all, she spent over a year there before she ever met the king. In that day and age, living in the palace probably wasn’t as wonderful as we imagine. Only one of those women would become queen. The…
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It’s OK to be that Mom
We’ve all done it. Stayed up late folding laundry or baking cookies or otherwise serving our kids. We’ve also not done it. We’ve been the one to swing by the store and pick up store-bought cookies instead of baking cupcakes ourselves. We’ve also completely forgotten to send the treats. Before Trevor died, I was so…
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Then Jesus Called Her Name
In the darkest days of her life, when grief and loss were new, she got up before the sunrise to anoint the body of the one she loved for burial – the one who had saved her. She was broken, confused, hopeless…until Jesus called her name. She was weeping so hard, she couldn’t even see…
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When the Hits Keep Coming – What Easter Means in Suffering
I felt like a hurricane hit me when Trevor died. Unfortunately, the storm didn’t stop, and when I thought life was getting easier, another storm would hit. Can you relate? I told a friend once that, just as I was able to get up on my knees after one storm, another wave would knock me…
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Waiting for Spring
For a long time after Trevor’s death, the future looked so dismal and devoid of hope. It was a terrifyingly dark thing to think about. The future is still uncertain, but God has taught me to trust him and therefore live with the uncertainty of the future, knowing that He’s already there and already in…